So, I signed on to a new e-list recently, and in posting my intro I mentioned that I wasn’t sure what I was looking for in signing on, I was just following that certain nudge from beyond that this was something I needed to do.
I know I am seeking religious and spiritual fellowship. I know I am seeking a renewal… both creatively and spiritually. A thread of words from a spell I read once comes to mind…
“In the darkness I re-weave myself…”
I have spent a lot of the last few years reacting, and not with forethought… just kind of running on automatic…
Tonight is the Last Quarter… the Waning Moon… I have committed to Circle on each of the Moon’s nights for a while as part of my rekindling of faith and spirit. I also must complete some school work, and work a 3 hour shift, and maybe get some sleep…
…It’s good to take an inventory of what needs doing… it helps me focus.
Perhaps that has something to do with the power of words and names… naming something gives you some perspective on it? So what am I seeking?
I am seeking fellowship, I am seeking serious discussions of magick and faith, I am seeking a renewal of my creativity, I am seeking to experience those limnal moments once more where everything seems clear and the touch of the Divine upon my soul gives it wings. I am seeking success in my Career, and the chance to learn and grow in my career within the restaurant and hospitality industry. I am seeking new experiences and sensations, I am seeking to travel, I am seeking growth and renewal… on a lot of levels.
That feels about right, and tonight I will pour a libation to the Goddesses and Gods who have blessed my life so far and thank them for the blessings I have had. I will pray for guidance and wisdom, and I will do the magickal and mundane works that I need to do this night.